Appointments and more appointments!

Monday 19th April, 2010



Thursday i hear it may be up to 28 days until i start treatment, which seems depressingly long out but by Friday, Saturday i'm thinking its great i can plan all these people to see, get fit do all the FY'11 planning and just generally get my life together and hey 28 days isnt so long plus a read a few "anal" blogs and scare myself half to death.



By this morning was in complete panic as started getting phone calls with appointments for this week and rumours of treatment starting on the 29th April. Cripes thats only 10 days! Anyway seems it may be the monday afterwards (thats a bank holiday so maybe not then!). Whatever, it now seems very close and there are a lot of appointments between now and then. (portacat, CT scan, mould appointment, ovaries moving, all in a day in the life of Mrs W)



Best thing do some exercise, can you believe it takes the thought of not being able to do something to make me do something. Ran 4.5 miles round virginia water lake yesterday morning, felt tough so did it again today, 5 mins off my time. Can you believe i'm sick at all, its completely surreal.



One thing, i know it sounds cliched but i noticed things i wouldnt normally bother with and i saw the beauty in them, a young woman lying with her baby on the side of the river bank, the sun beating down reflected off the lake, and then, a huge POO, the moment was shattered, blooming dog owners, nearly stepped in it. ;-) I also smiled and hello to everyone i saw, quite a few smiled and said hello back the others obviously thought i was some raving looney tunes.



Emotions up and down and not looking forward to telling connor, i guess thats going to be a job for this weekend bless him.



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